Letter Of Application For Dental Nursing

 Hi. First half, here. Second half not ready yet. Maybe in a couple of hours? 
Anyway, I had to post this part, or I was going to worry myself to death over every single sentence.
So, here:



Kurt is five, or six. He is tiny. So incredibly small.
And his mother (this beautiful, caring, loving woman) can never get tired of holding him.
Because there’s never been anything or anyone more sacred and precious to Elizabeth Hummel than her son.

(Kurt remembers his mother’s touch, even if he no longer can hear her voice, or see her face without the aid of a picture.)

:::...::: CHTMh the gay.

('Catch it' as if It Were
an incurable infectious

and Illness, is What Comes to His Mind, And Suddenly I feel sick and does Wants to throw up.)

: :...:::

Acts like Finn
He Does not care, But I does. He flinches and Offers strained and fake smiles When He Tries to Reach Out. And more Often than not, His fingers shake a little in hesitation. Kurt
Does not Know how to react, so I have says nothing at all and tries to move on.
Tries, The Same Way He Keeps Trying to like Finn (like him the way he's supposed to,
really like him).
Because he wants high school crushes, and fumbling naivety; he wants silly prudishness and that awkward tingling sensation all over. He wants all of that and more, he wants to fall in love like everyone else and get to hold hands and share blissed out smiles, and be a little dumb.
(He gets a shove in the hallways, a once over, and yesterday’s lunch on his brand new McQueen sweater.)

:::...::: Along with Finn come Quinn, Santana, and Brittany. Which is so, so, wrong. How can Schue think for even a second that their intentions are anything less than vile? They’re obviously Coach Sylvester’s pseudo spies, and want to find a way to dissolve th:::

Brittany can, Sometimes, Be Surprisingly insightful (Despit her tendence Generally Towards Being as dim as a malfunctioning light bulb), in her own, barely comprehensible, way.
She walks by him one day, as he's Complaining to Mercedes about this one perfect Hermès scarf Puck That ruined by throwing him in the dumpster with, and says it's about Touching What you can not get to
airily in a soft and lilting voice. Kurt

Does not Really get her at the moment, BUT then again, like MOST people, He Does not really get

Brittany as a whole.

:::...:::

He starts doing football, Puck (and Mike, and Matt) start doing Glee. Things get complicated.
:::...:::


At Some Point or Other, the trips to the dumpster start dwindling Altogether Until They stop. So do the shoulder checks, and the Attempted swirlies. It Would Be

awesome, if it wasn't for the crushing, unshakable emotion That settles onto him. A twisted and unjustified feeling of pure loss.

:::...:::


The dumpster dives Causing Were not about pain. They Were, at least from What I Could tell, about humiliation, about making